My cousin said yesterday that it’s fun when you’re going to your destination. You won’t mind the pain and the exhaustion because you have something to look forward to at the end of the road.
Just like what I feel right now. I feel like I’m at the end of the road already, and I don’t have anything to look forward to anymore.
I sleep at night, but I don’t know what I should dream about anymore. Because I always dream about you, about us, our future together. I always dream about the things I want to do with you, the places we’d travel together. Remember the time when I told you a story when you couldn’t sleep? You might think I was making that up, but really, I dreamed of it some time ago.
I wake up every morning, looking forward to seeing you, and being with you. My cellphone is as silent as fuck, nobody texts me anymore. I don’t have friends to cheer me up, and my only happiness is gone.. And I’m afraid she won’t come back. :((
Nothing to dream about, and nothing to look forward to in the morning.. My body is now a hollow shell and my soul is missing from it.. I’m lost and I don’t know where to start anymore.